Jokes aside...

Was fun.
I guess.
Pretend to be young again
have some will to live, sometimes
not to be obligated to hide my desire to die
rather soon
and,
say,
that I really don't care that much
about being alive
survive
attached to life
or wathever I'm doing by keep the breathing

I'm not depressed
not at all
I'm not that tired of everything
I'm no sad most of the time
I see there's no intrinsic purpose to life
and idc if anyone disagrees
is rather... that i really
really
hate the way things are in this society
so,
jokes aside
i'm contemplating to either die physically
or socially
living on my own.

Maybe i will need to do some maths...